Tuesday 17 August 2021


 I started to write a blog and my dyslexia did not seem the same as always and I discarded it six times. I  apologise I did not greet you , Welcome and a heartfelt welcome.


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I originally did a whole thing with Fauci and the Founder of the mRNA disputing over the efficacy even of his invention (Robert Malone claims to have invented mRNA technology. Why is he trying so hard to undermine its use?) Then mask or not mask to world wide renowned professors disputing the use of masks. THEN the USA having more Covid and other countries or not-not. Then we have the fact that the two shots of Moderna and Pfizer have now been allocated a 42% effectiveness against the Delta variant and it is suggested boosters are now needed. Then Ofxord AstraZeneca vaccine that caused all the hoo-ha is now rated as 75% effective but the Russian V which has not been approved by the EU and other agencies, I feel because of Political and one sneeze or gold winning by a RRRRUSSIAN athlete fake  or not quite right, scored as by independent labs as 89% against Delta variant and millions have been given the two doses ---profit and politics before people and health with well being. 

Then the USA leaving Afghanistan; the pictures of the fall of three main cities and the bombing and desolation is heart breaking  and pitiful to watch. So how to make sense of this double, triple messages and duplicity.
All over the world, scientists, governments, corporations and consumers are collaborating to turn the Earth into a giant computer, fulfilling the warning predictions of the great Swedish physicist and Nobel laureate Hannes Alfvén. Written under the pen name Olof Johannesson, his 1966 science fiction novel Sagan om den stora datamaskinen (The Tale of the Great Computer) predicted smart phones, the internet, fitbits, artificial intelligence, chip implants enabling direct human-to-computer communication, the colonization of Mars, and ultimately the replacement of humankind entirely by computers, which regarded human beings as just one step on the evolutionary path to themselves.
Elon Musk in a Joe Rogan interview said( in my words you can strap six cell 5G phones to your head and it will not damage you , well now try with 6G) 
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The media publish disputes between scientists but not INDIVIDUAL scientists who go against the 'official narrative'. This is because you have to choose between which scientist is correct or not. An individual is fake or false and  harming  people and I ASK is the official narrative not harming? After all denying Russian Sputnik V or the Chinese vaccine to millions at a cheaper prices than others can only suggest Political or Profit motive.  This is fuelled by the not so independent media and to add other media names to image above.

Hunter Biden tells prostitute in video he lost ANOTHER laptop containing 'crazy sex' footage, blames the Russians – media



To  Geoff Freed  

Around 60 percent of cases of Covid were caught in care homes for the elderly or in hospital, and not in the general population.  

These alarming figures represented a failure of care and preparation, such as the lack of proper PPE equipment, but they weren’t lessons learned.  During the first wave, around 11 percent of cases were caught in hospital, but this doubled in the second wave that peaked around last May.

Dr Chris Green, one of the research team, explained that there were a number of reasons for the high infection rate in care homes and hospitals, from limited facilities for case isolation, no rapid and reliable diagnostic testing in the early stages, poor or no PPE equipment, and a failure to understand the way Covid was spread.

(Source: Lancet, 2021;doi: 10.1016/S0140-6736)


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The countless cases I witnessed as the forensic investigations went on, the SILENCE OF DEATH, the mourning of the relatives or loved left behind or the lusting revenge by the perpetrator's or even in accidents, the Alzheimer's who one knew before their personalities vanished, slowly or rapidly, all pose this great conundrum 'who really am I? some use it as a spiritual process. 

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   My two mentors a Sensei and  Sifu gave me wisdom and hints, My Sensei a Koan to which I have related many POST's back and in SHACK's and Sifu a practical living worldly example. However this was compounded by the empty atom and quantum stuff and then my many presentations in workshops and the look on many faces when I went into the following and many readers will be familiar and fed up with, however as this maybe my last POST I will deliver it again; 

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As a fetus grows, it's constantly getting messages from its mother. It's not just hearing her heartbeat and whatever music she might play to her belly; it also gets chemical signals through the placenta. A new study finds that this includes signals about the mother's mental state.
I witnessed many uterine connections with the foetus and visitors, doctors and so on; so it is my summary that the foetus 'picks up feelings which are imprinted in its nervous system and then when it is born IT has the impressions which it does not understand because it is not able to discern or discriminate, accept it has basic elementary feelings; feels OK and sort of safe or no and cry. Stamp 1) sound is heard over and over again and like a puppy it is a blur, a noise. then an association begins to form that sound is my name, me Geoff )puppy Chum) STAMP 2) Family traditions and ethos  Stamp3)  Religion and Education, then various stamps, business, Country political and because the mind is growing and is open to inculcation one just follows THE RAILWAY lines and maybe never questions its brain washing no matter how loving or nastiness.

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Comes the day and an awakening of some sort; a death witnessed, who was my grandma before she went senile, an accident, perhaps a questioning on reality or some such, it can be anything. HEY I am not really me HUH, I was taught to be me --mostly, I am not an original, I am clone of my parents and their tradition, I am second hand clothing. I am not original, well maybe in fashion, joining a cult, part of the Woke or gender problems ACTUALLY all the others I know including atheists or whatever's are the same as me 'brain washed' whether one insists I am not, even that is brain washing. BRAVE ones may swap their religion, their habits and come to realise that by fate of mystical design and plan I could have been anyone of many religions and inculcated indeed PERSONALITIES OF MY OLD GRANNY BEFORE ALZHEIMERS were just belief systems and programmes and agendas see You Tube image above. THE SHOCK all I am is a set of handed down ideas that are swappable. SO WHO AM I? 

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So if I am not brain washed into some sort of 'IDENTITY' and this suggest I am identity-less I then become a zombie, I become like the empty atom, 99,99% empty and that is another mystery how from empty atoms did the Universe and I arrive, perhaps I better find out 'who am I am not before I find out the Universe is not as real,' AS I THOGUTH I WAS. My late cousin Professor Cyril Woolf told me that when they split the atom many physicist's had this problem and this prompted Fritzof Capra to write his first edition of the DAO OF PHYSICS, the later ones in my view were not as ' meditative'. I started a meditation group for scientists which I named 'SAM' sub atomic meditation any other title would have put them off--(big ego Geoff ).
ALL WARS, RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS stem from brain washing against brain washing. IF ONE Realised the emptiness of brain washed idealism and FOUND OUT reaching the empty mind as it were does not lead one to a psychotic, numbed bored, shabby, mumbling, shuffling nincompoop, unwashed bald or long haired homeless or not out of work or in work with a bored empty fruitless life, suicidal, depressed, addicted to something or other then-----TRY IT>
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When one fully and utterly realises this  whether one has a Guru, self realisation growth work, shock, accident or whatever and whenever  even an intellectual, even logical reasoned breakdown with a really open mind to really and truly get to the bottom and strip away all beliefs and their origins, it can be scary and daunting and needs great courage to pursue and 'get to the bottom of it' I have seen philosopher's, great psychologists, great meditators and workshop leaders, shamanic practitioners, healers, religious folk, shy away just at the touch and awesome reality that there is NO REALITY ONLY MY BELIEFS AND IDEAS AND FURTHERMORE I HAVE NO real IDENTITY ----ALL THESE ARE JUST BELEIFS THAT ARE HANDED DOWN AND TAUGHT TO ME. YES I can vehemently deny I AM NOT BRAIN WASHED OR A ROBOTICALLY organic INCULCATED  being, I make up my own mind---really based on brain washed software and this is the base and core and modified to suit the challenge.
So the shock of realising this, really, really, really this I have seen the greatest writers, or read about them great huge minds baulk at the final hurdle, the finishing line and either commit suicide, become raving lunatics, become addicted to about anything THAT relieves the horror of the not me. Those that survive and go through become like the video below and even then I will comment after the video;    
I got this video from a recommendation from a dear friend who heard what happened to me; I have written about this in SHACK and back POSTS; I was in the bathroom drying my hands after food preparation when and like Dennis it happened, I laughed for three days, my neighbours heard me and I could not speak and my ribs were really hurting, they said they would call the police and my doctor as they thought I was having a fit or something. I left home and went to stay with a friend who sent me the video and for two days at her home we both laughed and cried and shrieked for she had, had the same experience. 
My neighbours and friends will witness this. HOWEVER this is not enlightenment, for I feel enlightenment is a misnomer---this is the start of LIVING WITH THIS NO IDENTITY, the ego and the world ethos will tempt one back and one has to 'stay' or realise this and there is a sort of 'inner intuitive prompt'  instinctively realises this is not me. Many Zen monks experienced the above and went to live in seclusion and became hermits for a while or for the rest of their lives and they said they wanted to be with this realisation and not be lured back. 
It seems pointless to write or share anymore blogs yet I will write and have written in SHACK more about the above and my meditative experience. The virus, the wars, the vaccinations, all born out of some minds to manipulate nature god given genes, food, air and water. One religion and morals against another, my view and some else's and the ego to deny, defend, attack and justify myself. And this self is it definable and original NO. IT IS MERELY IDEAS WHICH FILL THE gap OF A MADE UP everybody's  yearning to be a real and solid person and in truth no such persons ACTUALLY Exists. 

We are all ideas and not real as such because ideas and beliefs are malleable, pliable, plastic and shapeless and all trying to be somebody and swap personal ties if one chooses. and no matter what new inventive and innovative you become, you take on like me when you realise you are an Idea and really that is you no matter how much you juxtapose, reconfigure and upgrade they are just ideas concocted out of mind graphics and one is merely trying to assert ones agenda and the more one tries then layers of belief add more strata to the false identity and the more difficult to find ones true self --that is the non identifiable you. AND the more emptier one becomes, the more joy, peace and love flow in and you may wonder like the dog chasing its tail what a waste of time its all been.  However that time spent wisely led one to the 'dismantling the scaffold' that was one you / me / us. Death can do this unless you believe in reincarnation. Is reincarnation another ploy to resuscitate or resurrect the unfinished shedding of the layers. HAVE we the worlds Humanity really eliminated UNFINISHED BUSINESS?  

from a Geoff

Be Well. 

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SO are we you / us/ everything really here? Is it worth worrying of fighting over ideas which like the atom has no real substance?
Atoms are not mostly empty space because there is no such thing as purely empty space. Rather, space is filled with a wide variety of particles and fields. ... Even if we ignore every kind of field and particle except electrons, protons and neutrons, we find that atoms are still not empty. Atoms are filled with electrons.12 Jan 2013
Electrons are fundamental particles so they cannot be decomposed into constituents. 
The electron is a subatomic particle, (denoted by the symbol 
), whose electric charge is negative one elementary charge.[9] Electrons belong to the first generation of the lepton particle family,[10] and are generally thought to be elementary particles because they have no known components or substructure.[1] The electron has a mass that is approximately 1/1836 that of the proton.[11] Quantum mechanical properties of the electron include an intrinsic angular momentum (spin) of a half-integer value, expressed in units of the reduced Planck constantħ. Being fermions, no two electrons can occupy the same quantum state, in accordance with the Pauli exclusion principle.[10] Like all elementary particles, electrons exhibit properties of both particles and waves: they can collide with other particles and can be diffracted like light. The wave properties of electrons are easier to observe with experiments than those of other particles like neutrons and protons because electrons have a lower mass and hence a longer de Broglie wavelength for a given energy.
Any attempt to measure precisely the velocity of a subatomic particle, such as an electron, will knock it about in an unpredictable way, so that a simultaneous measurement of its position has no validity. This result has nothing to do with inadequacies in the measuring instruments, the technique, or the observer; it arises out of the intimate connection in nature between particles and waves in the realm of subatomic dimensions.

who am I WHO ARE WE?

Physicists are made of atoms. A physicist is an attempt by an atom to understand itself.”

Michio Kaku
SO when we look at atoms we are looking at ourselves. Have you really got the message as to who we are? Geoff.

Much ado about Nothing. Shakespeare

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