Saturday 29 June 2013


Hi.  I would like to share some very special experiences which the late Dr Costello my psychotherapy trainer, Sensei and Sifu all shared in their own way.
Well they never said that and nor did I .  I never felt people are nutty, I rather felt they had distorted view of what was commonly accepted as the norm. Ask yourself what is the norm and I suppose you may say things like respect, not thieving, not rape, murder or anything that is abuse and harmful. Yet war is acceptable.
Young and old are constantly exposed in computer games, TV and adverts to this kind of male super soldier, hero and rescuer or enemy.  This male image of super power, the all conquering hero. We have it in myths such as Hercules, not so much with David and Goliath.  David is even referred too in some legends as gay and wimp like. Gay men or women are wrongly stereotype as are heterosexual folk.  We tend to label and from the form, become judgemental, simply because we have been brain washed to accept fashion, culture and peer bondage images.  
Of course the armed forces, police and security forces knock the wimp out of you if they can or you get a desk job or not suitable for service.
Lets come back to the original statement of the experiences as above.  When I went to Sensei with the shock of the Koan part in Post 22, he quietly told me 'sit down have a cup of tea, now your troubles will begin, you will never see the world as others see it again'.
As far as I am and was concerned he was correct. I did not see the need for hoarding, addiction, even relationships on an emotional level. Of course many who knew me thought I was strange, remote, queer.  My road map was not the same. THE salient point being there is no roadmap AT ALL.
I felt my sanity slipping away, and I tried to step back into the 'old or-previous reality', no good it merely teased me, bored me, felt like food with no taste.  I tried distraction, sex, cross dressing, did not feel gay although this would be OK if I felt to experience it. Got into work, sport and several relationships with beautiful young women, and yet there was something lacking, it felt unreal, something lacking.
In clinical situations or the so called norm, many people feel this disconnection, I felt because of some trauma or episode of untapped creativity. My feeling was and is that I knew the 'reason' the Koan and understood it was part of the process.
Krishnamurti said 'it is in the mirror of relationships you find yourself'.

By being aware and the witness which did happen to me after the shock of the Koan, I could clearly see the 'value' or what the relationship meant to me.  You see with that experience I felt a peace, a quietness, where every thought seemed loud like a 'ghetto Blaster' ( a type of loud radio carried by youngsters).

Whereas many just felt uneasy, seeking, despondent without the 'detachment' of the witness.  It was then I realised this was not the end of the story.  The conditioned reflexes the ego, the separated mind, this bundle of conditioned brain washed programmes had a mind of their own, and they battled to take over.  It would have  been easier in a monastery a Zendo, I tried that it was worse, the isolation drove me nearly crackers so to speak, and yet going out of mind was a very promising temptation, yet fear held me back.
I examined this fear, this was then fear of the ego, the witness did not have fear, yet the energy was very powerful and like a giant magnet pulling me back out of awareness into a fantasy, a mind dream, anxiety and I found I became unconscious, not in a coma or faint, unconscious because my awareness was lost and compromised.
I lost my sense of being male or female, I felt androgynous, asexual, I looked like a body builder, very macho, yet felt nothing or any gender and in my relationships at work, play, workshops, as a therapist I felt this calm and yet a torment to stay in it when assailed by the ego.  I tried to 'get' something from my girlfriends, they could not give me it, that peace, that silent knowing, they were a temporary port in a storm, I feel very compassionate towards them, it was not their fault.  I gave it up and began to lose myself in work and workshops, being a therapist, I could see the pain and anguish as those dear clients sought what I was after, a peaceful mind.
Yet there was a difference I already had it and lost it occasionally as of now. l knew it was inside as it were, many were trying to get the outside right, a better job, relationship, position in Life. Get the crap out and start over, many just substituting one trauma, then relief only to fall into another trauma the same as before only in disguise
We often have reoccurring self defeating sabotage appearances that seem to pop up from nowhere, yet some subtle trigger event, trivial, subtle, 'rings' the alarm bell' and sets up the switch to the unconscious pixel of storage and away goes the awareness and the screen of mind shows the content in full graphics with aromas, feelings, pain and detail. It is as if the mind has a library and rental shop of endless DVD's and like the old ,music machines the song by the late Teresa Brewer :
(Stephan Weiss / Bernie Baum)
Teresa Brewer & The Dixieland All Stars - 1950
The Ames Brothers - 1950
Carmen Cavallaro & His Orch.(vocals: The Cavaliers) - 1950
Freddy Martin & His Orch.(vocals: Merv Griffin) - 1950
Micket Katz & His Orch. - 1950
Hugo Winterhalter, His Orch. & Chorus - 1950
The Sensations - 1961
Put another nickel in
In the nickelodeon
All I want is lovin' you
And music! music! music!
This machine you feed money into, popular in pubs in the UK and select a record, like a vending food machine, you could see the disc being selected and arm would come down and hey presto the music went on. The above tune was played nearly everywhere at the time.
So for a time I gave into the ego, I did not meditate, I had a French girlfriend a student ballerina and she was used to being handled by big men. She thought I needed to find my feminine side, so I took leave from work and cross dressed.
She felt by wearing suspenders(hard to find for a large thigh ex footballer and body builder, we innovated) one day I looked in the mirror and saw my make up and all, and pee'd myself with laughter  and never  crossed dressed again and realised I had both the feelings in me male macho and soft love and compassion. And although I found the balance with the emotions, this was not IT.
Yes one goes in and out of duality, not only sexuality, but ego to witness. The trick is not to get anxious in one or other. First I got frightened that if I was just an awareness, I would be vegetable, a nothing, then I felt if I got lost in the ego I would lose myself.
What was myself?  I now know it is neither of the two in the last paragraph.  So what is IT and can one find IT.  The answer is NO.  It happens by grace, some celestial invitation, exhaustion, seeming dropping off into the void, I have no notion or idea but it does happen, sometimes all at once and other times slowly slipping down the slippery slope.  One cannot grasp IT nor fathom IT.  There is no description of IT or reality to IT. It is what IT is.
To many the world is lunatic asylum, and many of the inmates maybe the sane ones. The world always had its elite, some did away with Jesus and other social reformers, whistle blowers, conspirators, ancient activists, now with modern communications its in your face, so to speak.
When we are the witness or one begins even with reason and logic, like say how did the Universe really come into being? Why is there so much conflict?  Why am I so distressed, and seeing and reasoning many questions, like death and everything in the Universe will go and yet reappear  I will die, everybody I know and love or do not know will die and so on, one may not like what one sees and there by the grace of god I could have been a murderer, a terrorist, a priest, a king, queen, a nobody, a tramp, a famous singer, footballer, the list is endless, I could have died in an accident, in war, in a flood and so on. In introspection we can come to a wall, a dead end. 
Then we may feel trapped, go crazy and babble, talk to one self, get into strange coping mechanisations, seek distraction, cannot make sense of it, its just more of the same difference, cosmetic mind graphics, the same old TV films every Christmas, running out of presents to give, new toys, new cars, bored, suicide, desperation, loneliness, holidays.
This what many of my friends feel today and many I speak too, many have just accepted the humdrum life and have a quiet resolve, I'll get on and just become a dull accepting slave to monotony and toil. Life becomes a drudge.
This happened to me even after the shock, however, I knew I had glimpsed of something beyond. I wrestled with suicide at times, yet I knew the QUEST was still on, I knew deep in me this was for me no way out. For others I appreciate it may well be appropriate, it is not for me to evaluate another's pain, but to hold their hand if required.
I am not so sure it is 100% preventable. The world picture for teenagers is pretty bleak once the binging, drug stuff, job opportunities are laid bare or barren. Yet the silent energy of the world, the 'sixth sense' is acute in these youngsters and many older folk so they 'pick up' on the vibes, not knowing it may not be theirs.
I now offer this: in post 22 and my experience of that film 'The Life of Pye' it is OK to go deeper and deeper by the witness feel the mind pressure, stay with it, you'll want to run, when  you find the release, you will be free from the crap of the world, you will see it as madness, and although you feel at peace with the world, you still  feel the craziness of holding onto material so called solids, gold, wealth, power over others as a fleeting enjoyment and yet wanting more, more, running out of new things, the bigger Ferrari, the larger house, the big party, places to holiday.  Running away from boredom, and yet facing boredom and going through it not by doing but sitting quiet and facing it out, one comes to an extraordinary quiet, calm, dynamic, a potential, a world filled with nothing, a permeating well being, an onement with the all in all, and what the world thought of you as mad, a recluse, a weirdo now becomes the opposite, it is indeed those others who may have their marbles in the wrong bag.
I've taken to juggling, blowing bubbles, diabolo play, dancing madly and seductively to all sorts of music or even my own drumming and humming. (song I'm for ever blowing bubbles--Its on the net)
When we speak of madness and ' going out of my mind', yes, that can be a blessing if one has the view of going beyond the mind into emptiness of mind, which is pure awareness.  This can be an experience of a kind of exquisite joy, peace a dynamic creative potential.  One merely leaves ones previous mind set or conditioning. Hallelujah.
Diet---no way.
The unknown is safe because that is the end of the known, no matter how painful the known might be or pleasurable it is degrees of security.  Therapy may put one into a ' better frame of mind' or understanding the trauma, and provide one with a strategy or a coping mechanism, and can even put one back into a more accommodating mind set, and in rare circumstances lead one to meditation and to the empty fullness of oneself.
Grandpa I never knew you cared.
In the fullness of emptiness there is  nowhere to flee, only back to the illusion of somethingness.  Where does one fall in emptiness only to where one is. 

I did it my way(In memory of Frank Sinatra) I like yodelling. 
How everything emerges from this emptiness and then returns is the mystery and knowing of IT.  To remain in emptiness is one sided, unbalanced, to remain in fullness of illusion, is one sided and unbalanced, so a see saw of this and that ensues until one realises this cycle and flows with it. Balance is a constant movement of adjustment. 

We've nothing like this in Barnet.
Things come and go, the tide is and out, the seasons go by, this is the WAY OF IT.
When one enquires what is the way, the observer  realises that the Life she / he resides in, the natural law of plants, animals,clouds, rivers, stars and planets, sense their way and go with the mystery and do not question it. 
Another Illusion? Perhaps.
I am here, I am gone, I am. Who am I? All this is irrelevant if one has found or is IT.  For IT has no definition, if it did , it would be a concept, a mind programme.
Only when the ego mind finishes its ceaseless futile attempt to capture that which cannot be captured or restrained, then one is in IT.   The letting go of the search for IT, finds IT. Yet one has to grasp in order to let go, make a fist to open it, know night for day.
Hey man this is cosmic, way out, cool
The midpoint of the see saw is the fulcrum, the centre of gravity, the axis, the pivot, this is where duality arises from, obtains its power from, this midpoint is is the power source, the pure potential, the dantien, the seiki no itten, the hara, it is fleeting, non abiding, in the see saw of Life.  In the emptiness of the fulcrum, there is neither up nor down, side or any other direction, it is without form and without direction. Who can describe this? So it is the founder and creator of both.
Or should it be crapping?

This is the conundrum, the paradox, the koan, and when one ceases to try and solve it, not to give up, yet be passionate and desperate, a quiet resolve without intention, a kind of passive enquiry, the enquiry of no enquiry, no intellectual interference, one gets out of the way so to speak, not a retreat a kind side step, one gets the shock of IT.  Who can say a word of it now?   
Being in a monastery or in Life outside in the bustling world , of noise, grime and tawdry experiences, does not preclude one from having the deep enrichment  of what IS.

Wishing you a lot of IS and more of IT. Geoff
I'm forever blowing bubbles,
pretty bubbles in the air,
they fly so high, nearly reach the sky
then like my dreams they fade and die.
Fortunes always hiding,
I've looked everywhere,
I'm forever blowing bubbles,
pretty bubbles in the air!

(Look for tune onn the net).


Wartime Reduction in Gluten Grain Rations Reduces Schizophrenia Prevalence

For instance, in 1966, a remarkable epidemiological study was published in The American Journal of Clinical Nutrition titled,"Wheat "Consumption" and Hospital Admissions for Schizophrenia During World War II," which sought to confirm the possible relationship between schizophrenia and celiac disease by investigating the reported decrease in the number of admissions to mental hospitals during some wars. 
The author of the study, F. C. Dohan, M.D., looked at the number of women admitted to the mental hospitals in Finland, Norway, Sweden, Canada and the United States before and after World War II. These figures were then compared to volume of wheat and rye consumed during those two periods. As Dohan explains:
“The percent change in the mean annual number of first admissions for schizophrenia to the hospital in each of the five countries from the respective pre-war mean was compared to the percent change in the "consumption" of wheat and wheat plus rye."
The results can be view in the figure below:
Wheat Consumption Data and Psychiatric Problems
As you can see above, the percent change from prewar values during World War II in the number of patients admitted to hospitals for the first time with schizophrenia in five countries was found to be significantly correlated to the percent change in the amount of wheat and wheat plus rye consumed. As gluten grain rations decreased, so did the worldwide rate of first-time admission to psychiatric institutions.

(Reuters) - Novak Djokovic says his unbeaten run is due to his special, gluten-free diet and now Sabine Lisicki hopes she too will benefit in the long run after discovering she is intolerant to gluten, a protein in cereal grains.
German Lisicki was on the verge of upsetting third seed Vera Zvonareva in the second round of the French Open on Wednesday but, with the finishing line in sight, she crumbled on court and had to be carried off on a stretcher sobbing.
On Thursday, the 21-year-old explained why her health had suddenly deteriorated.
"I am sad that my body let me down. Doctors recently discovered that I am intolerant to gluten -- meaning I can't eat e.g. pasta, one of my biggest energy sources," Lisicki, who was seen munching on a couple of bananas on Wednesday, said on her website (
"My body needs to adjust to the big change and needs some time. It is good that we found out and it will only make life better in the long run."
Gluten is found in wheat, barley and rye, and in products that contain these grains or their derivatives.
Pasta and bread were once staple food items for top athletes as they were the most important sources of energy. Athletes on gluten-free diets need to find substitutes for their old standbys.
Serbian Djokovic, who is on a 39-match winning streak in 2011, changed his diet nine months ago after his nutritionist carried out tests and established he was intolerant to gluten.
Like Djokovic, Lisicki's body cannot cope with many carbohydrate products and she will need to find substitute food items so that she can find the energy to last the distance in three-set matches.
The new diet has definitely paid off for Djokovic.
"I have lost some weight but it's only helped me because my movement is much sharper now and I feel great physically," Djokovic, who has beaten Rafa Nadal in four finals this year, said recently.
The gluten-free diet is necessary for people who have celiac disease. It has been gaining in popularity among the general public, but doctors warn that people who eliminate gluten from their diet can also lose out on important nutrients.

Strange anomaly.2 mins. (don't like end quote re guns)

Boat Race protester Trenton Oldfield has been refused leave to remain in the UK after the Home Office decided his presence was not "conducive to the public good".
The Australian, who disrupted last year's University Boat Race by swimming into the path of the crews, was jailed for six months for his actions.
Oldfield, who was watched by millions of television viewers as he halted the annual race on the Thames between Oxford and Cambridge universities, was found guilty at London's Isleworth Crown Court of causing a public nuisance.
During his trial, Oldfield told the jury the race was a symbol of elitism and that London was blighted by inequality.
A Home Office spokesman said: "Those who come to the UK must abide by our laws. We refused this individual leave to remain because we do not believe his presence in this country is conducive to the public good."
Oldfield, whose British wife Deepa Naik is expecting a child, told the Guardian he had appealed against the decision.
He said: "No one was expecting this. I have a tier one visa, as a highly skilled migrant, and I was sentenced to less than a year. The lawyer said I had nothing to worry about because it was less than a year. It feels to me that this is a very vindictive decision, very political and very much an overreaction."
He added: "Before bringing their verdict, the jury asked the judge if she could be lenient. The probation officer recommended a non-custodial sentence. The sentence was excessive, but the judge also said I have contributed positively to life in this country."
Sentencing Oldfield in October last year Judge Anne Molyneux said he had ruined the race for everyone: "You caused delay and disruption to it and to the members of the public who had gone to watch it and to enjoy the spectacle of top athletes competing."
Adding that Oldfield's actions had endangered his life and those of others, the judge said: "Your offence was planned. It was deliberate. It was disproportionate. It was dangerous."
( It seems more and more people are protesting and becoming vociferous.  There is a ground swell of people beginning to wake up)
This is a popular trait ' the flash mob' in which in train station. a public square etc., musicians, clowns, fake weddings, choirs, suddenly appear and entertain. There have been many posted in You Tube, this is one of the latest.
Flash Mob
I will keep posting this as it is so,so, so vital and important.
  • Lab tests show that ice from UK branches of McDonald’s, Burger King, KFC, Starbucks and other fast food restaurants contains more bacteria than the water found in the restaurants’ toilets
  • Similarly, tests conducted in 2008 found that two-thirds of all restaurant lemon wedges were contaminated with 25 different types of disease-causing bacteria -- including fecal bacteria
  • While none of the samples presented an immediate health risk, four of them contained high enough levels to be considered a “hygiene risk,” the laboratory warned
  • Children, the elderly, and those with poorly functioning immune systems are among the most vulnerable to foodborne illness. Regularly drinking sweetened beverages is, in and of itself, a factor that will impair your immune function
  • Ditching sodas and other sweetened drinks is one of the most powerful actions you can take to improve your health and lower your risk of disease and long-term chronic health conditions

Wednesday 26 June 2013


Hello Folks 'Once more into the breach' as they say.
Several Folks have asked me why I have apparently such a downer on CERN and main stream science. Actually I do admire their reasoning and logic, however I feel it needs to go back to a point in order to go forward.
When the first scientist split the atom and subsequent experiments it was shown that consciousness, that is the observer, the witness had an effect on the experiments. I have mentioned this before in many, many, blogs and post. A good reference is the original short version of Fritjof Capra's book the 'Tao of Physics'.  My cousin Dr Cyril Wolf Post 22, told me of the shock many of his colleagues had and some had breakdowns, as disbelief set in and they had withdrawal symptoms, and retreated to mathematics as a means to solidify the apparent 'emptiness of form, solidity'.  Capra introduced some them into meditation, as I did in a establishment and called SAM just to lure them in 'Sub Atomic Meditation'.

A Tibetan story I was told by a Lama: A disciple was asked to create a monster in his mind so real that people could sense it and some could see it. This was to be accomplished in six months, and this is what the young monk did. Villagers could see it and ran away. After a while the Master said now dissemble it, it took the disciple two years to do so. It is comparatively easy to visualise, intend it, not so easy to break the 'belief, the habit'.
So intense University physics and experiments, seven years training as a  doctor, years of being brought up as religious person, childhood conditioning and so on, you know the score my post are full of it.

I think in Capra's original he mentions as scientists felt there must be more particles, they loked so intensely, they were creating it, they were doing the visualisation, manifestation, every day searching, they were doing affirmations.
In the book 'The Secret' 
I wrote to the authors:
PO BOX  578010
USA                                                                                              26-01-07

Dear Rhonda Byrne and Colleagues

Thank you so much for the DVD and book The Secret, it is inspiring and timely.

May I comment on the fact it was mainly about manifesting cars, money, property, and I can see the use for this, however, at the moment we have many cars and expensive properties which are adding to the global warming, materialism and the acquisition syndrome.  Perhaps you may consider the law of attraction manifesting world peace, harmony, scientific breakthroughs that are not opposed by the multinationals and greedy Governments, so that we may have cars driven by natural substances and free energy devices [they do exist] and that the African Nations, Iraq and other trouble spots may be brought to an understanding of mutual co-operation.

There are many groups who are using the Secret in the quest for the above spiritual values and should you consider to use the above values in a further DVD or book then the already wonderful work you have achieved will benefit everyone everywhere.

Thanking you again for a wonderful and fantastic concept and hoping it will reach a huge enthralled audience who will I trust use for the Good, for a world that works for everyone everywhere.

Yours truly,

Geoff Freed
I never got a reply. There was man in the DVD who was paralysed in an accident and he was told he would never walk again, he visualised every spare moment and he said he would walk out that hospital by Christmas that year.  He did. Then see my post on the 'hey I v'e invented the wheel---what is the wheel now called, from the secret, intensionising, now voila ici(French)neuroplasticity, like auto suggestion, affirmations with intent.

Remember Greg Braden and the Chinese Hospital Healing and the story of the rain maker Post 22 near end.
So if you want to find or need or want so intently and badly as it were, you will manifest it. 

Mark 11:23
For verily I say unto you, That whosoever shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; and shall not doubt in his heart, but shall believe that those things which he saith shall come to pass; he shall have whatsoever he saith
Mark 9:23 
Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.
Matthew 9:29 
Then touched he their eyes, saying, According to your faith be it unto you.
sincerely apologise for just quoting from just one faith, as born a Jew and becoming a kosher Buddhist, with all flavourings of other faiths, these came to hand, and as I lectured, workshops, 1-1's and so on, to mainly Europeans, this was the easiest reference to
a organised religious context.

So you see what's next to dream up in this world of science, the next 'miggs' particle, what caused the big bang, and what caused the big bang to become a big bang.
The stream of knowledge is heading towards a non-mechanical reality; the Universe begins to look more like a great thought than like a great machine. Mind no longer appears to be an accidental intruder into the realm of matter... we ought rather hail it as the creator and governor of the realm of matter. The Mysterious Universe, page 137.
In an interview published in The Observer (London), when asked the question "Do you believe that life on this planet is the result of some sort of accident, or do you believe that it is a part of some great scheme?", he replied:
I incline to the idealistic theory that consciousness is fundamental, and that the material universe is derivative from consciousness, not consciousness from the material universe... In general the universe seems to me to be nearer to a great thought than to a great machine. It may well be, it seems to me, that each individual consciousness ought to be compared to a brain-cell in a universal mind.
What remains is in any case very different from the full-blooded matter and the forbidding materialism of the Victorian scientist. His objective and material universe is proved to consist of little more than constructs of our own minds. To this extent, then, modern physics has moved in the direction of philosophic idealism. Mind and matter, if not proved to be of similar nature, are at least found to be ingredients of one single system. There is no longer room for the kind of dualism which has haunted philosophy since the days of Descartes. —Addressing the British Association in 1934.
Finite picture whose dimensions are a certain amount of space and a certain amount of time; the protons and electrons are the streaks of paint which define the picture against its space-time background. Traveling as far back in time as we can, brings us not to the creation of the picture, but to its edge; the creation of the picture lies as much outside the picture as the artist is outside his canvas. On this view, discussing the creation of the universe in terms of time and space is like trying to discover the artist and the action of painting, by going to the edge of the canvas. This brings us very near to those philosophical systems which regard the universe as a thought in the mind of its Creator, thereby reducing all discussion of material creation to futility. The Universe Around Us, page 317.  Sir James Hopwood Jeans. Post 22.
The other side of the story is that we have been so brain washed by the media, especially now with digital technology, and the 3D graphics, its a kind of an assault on the brain.  We are becoming robbed of choice. We choose through whatever brain washing is more effective and addictive.  That is why we need to harvest the witness, to see clearly without unconscious back drop or background programmes running,  the secret agenda that is even hidden from us by our own mind, that separatist chip, that splinter that is known as the ego 

You see by making austerity measures, to suggest there are UFO's, to know there are dozens of cures for every disease, free energy machines, to suggest 9/11, Boston, Bin Laden, Dr Kelly, these either frighten the crap out of some, cause others to sneer and say conspiracy, incredulous, whatever, it splits the mind, makes it incoherent, and in that confusion, that jumble of higgledy piggledy,juxtaposed mayhem, the spin doctors, the military and the corrupt power mad hedonistic politicians, infiltrate the mind, and as a common quote, 'they know not what they do' and 'ignorance is no excuse in the eyes of the law'.

Some more incredulity in Post 39 about Sensei wood breaking and so on.  If we are to break the mould of this mad crazy war stricken, power mad world and return to natural law or Tao then we have to discard the short term local imprisoned mind which at most can only reinvent the wheel or modify, a makeover.  Affirmationsintentional visualisations, heartfelt, neuroplasticity, whatever, after all its all the mind.  How big is yours. How can you measure a mind? By its content.
Zen story: Chan /Zen Master (Chan Chinese) sitting in a tree meditating,  along comes an academic who says 'Wise Master you say the secret of the Universe is in a grain of sand, how so? 'Learned academic, how many books have you read? 'Perhaps a few hundred'  'How much of that do you remember?  'Oh, nearly all of it'. 'In such a small head!!! '
I rest my case why resist the risk, it is ego, fear of being ridiculed, ostracised, yet the brave do what it takes for true science. 
You see I am not against science, I enjoy electricity, heat, refrigeration, some TV and other comforts. What I do not care for is the suppression of free energy devices, health cures banned, because the pundits, the experts are not big enough to allow someone without perhaps a recognised academic degree, an inventor to go one further than they.  Intellectual pride. I am for science opening the door wide for the betterment of nature.  Working with nature, co operative complimentary science.
It is equally true that many a well meaning scientist has been scuppered by politically corrupt and motivated parliamentarians. It is also that the morality and acquisition of a 'foreign' power having a superior weapon or technology endangers the culture of the home country so to speak.

The machine this Military Industrial Complex has got so large and convoluted that it lures adventurous scientist to its bosom, endless money to dabble in experiments with weapons, biological germs, bacteriological mutations, virus mutations, embryonic monstrosities, space technology, it is a scientists dream, and they can become hooked to the 'game' that private companies and well meaning scientists cannot get grants for.  The addiction for endless funding through warfare and its potentials are enormous and if you whistle blow you are destroyed along with your family   

Its much the same in most countries.

There is a limit to the number of juggling's combinations of corrupt rehashed lies, how many times have they killed Bin Laden for instance?  Post 56.  At new elections we get a penny off petrol, beer and some other basic commodity and most people say that was a good budget, policy and then see they put up tax, cut some benefits, and often end up worse off in very sneaky ways, whilst at the same time giving themselves a large pay rise, why, because we work so hard for you.
Yet the sleeping masses take it. As long as they get their beer, the pub, girly and celeb magazines, the car, the holiday, the uniform suburban house, the endless boring job, the opiate works.  The other excuse, what's the use we can't fight them so we might as well swallow it, it sucks, but there you go.  The fear to the masses is, no football, no pub, no car, no job, no food, nothing but an endless slavery to a lying government who are wealthy, bankers wealthy, GP's wealthy, lawyers wealthy, workers --- who are they? say that again. Yes science has to keep within the rules. It has be neat and taught, history cannot be altered, yet ancient ruins and so on are doctored so as we can keep a happy constant and the boat on an even keel.

Lovely name for the above 'vector stability'
It seems the world is somewhat like the boat above. Sometimes the world and its emotional political climate seems upside down or topsy turvy and I wonder how far the tipping point will go, the vector stability maybe sorely tempted soon.

Hope your vector is victor. Be Well.  Geoff 

The tipping point also includes these shocking facts. I apologise if this offends some readers and are sensitive to this, but we cannot turn away and bury our head's in the sand. I have long felt Armageddon is present, I felt it in 1989.  Perhaps I am insensitive as I have been in Forensics and have a 'head' for these kind of incidents, and maybe they have always been like this throughout history, the French Revolution and beheading, an English King having his wife beheaded. And crowds gathered to watch the next load of guillotine victims, as thy did in England at hangings and other tortures, they got a sick and yet fearful pleasure from it, like today's extreme horror movies.  
You know this is in the collective conscious and in the Akashvic records, and as much as we want to push it away in disgust and horror, it will only be pushed down into deeper levels, only to rise again when some distorted mind 'grabs' by a trigger emotion to commit this again, a kind of collective consciousness serial offender.
If one can watch the event or feel it, just gaze with no intent and earnestly until the sickness, nausea, horror in some cases morbid fascination, and for some a buzz, until it recedes, it fades, the emotional sting subsides, and then it has cleaned up a little bit more of the collective cesspool.   

There is also beauty and all things in the collective. Being present, or in awareness, awareness without bias, looking without opinion, observation without judgement, allows the personal and collective to surface. This facilitates the observer to see the content of their collective and how it relates to the global collective. By being in an uncensored mode it affords the unbiased viewer to understand the content of their mind.
The furniture in a room is the content, the space in the room the real you.  Emptiness then is the space where all phenomena arise and fall back too. If the mind splinters and gets sucked into, seduced into, allured by charm and deceit, and becomes addicted to the furniture it is a small mind imprisoned by the walls.
The room may feel safe and yet be boring after a while so we may change the furniture, redecorate, and even try to knock the walls down to expand our space, only to fill it again, vowing we will not clutter again. Some of us may change the furniture around.  
The fact is we can enjoy our room as long as we know we are that space, that emptiness, the place where all the Universes arose from and falls back to. Space, emptiness is our true nature and oh how many run from it and take the furniture as reality, solid, until one day a chair or sofa collapses. Does this shatter our reality, death, horror, in most cases no. Some wake up to the impermanence and transiency of Life, the ebb and flow, the coming and going. ONE thing for sure SPACE ALWAYS REMAINS SPACE, IT IS THE CHANGELESS IN WHICH ALL CHANGE MANIFESTS. 
Because Space is indefinable, infinite and is everywhere and in everything, omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent, it has the potential or is the potential for all probabilities and possibilities(now where have heard that before? Quantum, humtum, humbum or something like that).
This is where the local mind and non local mind being talked about resides. The walls of the room /mind being the border, the frontier, the box, betwixt both.
Some Images of the non local mind to  peruse and contemplate. 

Scientists are still debating over the local mind enclosed in the brain and a mere electrical phenomena, just synaptic responses and the brain is a computer that has all the information in it and those who feel the brain is only a receiver of wavelengths and is a decoder and the information is contained in fields of frequencies outside the brain as in TV, cell phones,  WiFi , smart meters, modems and so forth.  The brain itself is an organic decoder and the equivalent of a computer but not necessarily with a fixed hardrive. Works by Dr Bruce Lipton and others show cellular memory contributes to this as well.

Other Atrocious Health Recommendations That Drive Obesity and Disease Rates

Make no mistake about it, obesity is the result of inappropriate lifestyle choices, and unfortunately, our government has spent decades disseminating astoundingly inaccurate information about diet and health. In many ways, the US government has become little more than a propagator of corporate-sponsored propaganda. The following is just a tiny sampling of the pervasive misleading information on weight and obesity disseminated by our government agencies:
  • “All sugars are equal, and are okay in moderation:” The science is overwhelmingly clear on this point: fructoseand glucose are NOT metabolized by your body in the same way. For example, while every cell in your body utilizes glucose, thereby burning up much of it, fructose is turned into free fatty acids (FFAs), VLDL (the damaging form of cholesterol), and triglycerides, which get stored as fat. Furthermore, the entire burden of metabolizing fructose falls on your liver, which creates a long list of waste products and toxins, including a large amount of uric acid, which drives up blood pressure and causes gout. It also promotes visceral fat.4
  • When you eat 120 calories of glucose, less than one calorie is stored as fat. 120 calories of fructose results in 40 calories being stored as fat. As a standard recommendation, I advise keeping your total fructose consumption below 25 grams per day, or as little as 15 grams a day if you have insulin resistance, diabetes, high blood pressure, heart disease or are overweight
  • “To lose weight, just expend more calories than you eat:” This outdated advice has been shown to be patently false, as not all calories are created equal. In a nutshell, counting calories will not help you lose weight if you're consuming thewrong kind of calories
  • “Choosing diet foods will help you lose weight:” Substances like Splenda (sucralose) and Equal or Nutrasweet (aspartame) may have zero calories, but your body isn't fooled. When it gets a "sweet" taste, it expects calories to follow, and when this doesn't occur it leads to distortions in your biochemistry that actually lead to weight gain
  • “Avoid saturated fat to protect your heart:” The myth that saturated fat causes heart disease began as little more than a scientifically unsupported marketing strategy for Crisco cooking oil. Most people actually need about 50 to 70 percent of their diet as healthful fats from organic, pastured eggs, avocados, coconut oil, real butter and grass-fed beef in order to optimize their health
  • “When it comes to cholesterol levels, the lower the better, to avoid heart disease:” Cholesterol is actually NOT the major culprit in heart disease or any disease, and the guidelines that dictate what number your cholesterol levels should be to keep you "healthy" are fraught with conflict of interest -- and have never been proven to be good for your health. Meanwhile, bringing your cholesterol levels down too low can have significant health ramifications, from mood disorders and violence to, ironically, heart disease
Lots of Love. Geoff
                'I am who I am and not somebody else's message'

Arthritis is psychosomatic-ally ' holding unconsciously messages against the self and depositing them in crystallised deposits in the body'. They are a stopper blocker attitude dumped in the body.  From therapy it is known the body is a repository for not owned messages, which are not conducive to well being.  'The body believes everything you tell it, sadly it believes the unconscious messages pushed into us by early conditioning and programming’. It is the suppression and tamping down that makes the robot in us. We act as automans. We think we are free, we fool ourselves we make the decisions, but actually we act on unconscious urges.

To break the TV programme of dream like action of reward, control and fear, we need to know we are not watching the TV on the screen of mind, see as we awaken, become present, aware, alert in a non judgemental way and so break the deadlock of addiction to the screen of mind.

Key words, attention without intention, looking without bias, observing without opinion, awareness without intent.

This way we see how the mind likes to grasp things, urges and impulses pull one, suck one in, seduces one, tempt one back to the old same old, same old. When we fail and get dragged back we tend to punish ourselves and say 'I am not in Control'. We are not in Control of anything, other than decide what food to eat, train to catch. The real things of Life are like a trumpet, Life plays us not we play it, and the trumpet is blown through by Life. We are a pipe in which the energy of the Universe flows through us.

'You didn't control your body, nor are we able to control the body's functions. An Intelligence greater than the human mind is at work.  It is the same Intelligence that sustains all of nature' Eckhart Tolle.

Why try to control nature it does not need our help, the Universe does its job efficiently and correctly with or without us.  It is the unconscious urge to control by the messages instilled by others through, religion, culture, history, politics, well meaning but misguided parents. The world is heading this way and is in the control freak mode.

It is recognising the controller and NOT TRYING to get rid of the controller that frees one. If we try and get rid of the sentinel, the watchdog, the ego, the controller we merely put another controller to control the original one. 

Be aware, breathe gently, be a spiritual marine /samurai/ a warrior and watch patiently, like a cat at a mouse hole. Be gently patient and in that the awareness grows and we do not fall prey to enticement. DO NOT SUPPRESS, DO NOT INDULGE, DO NOT ENCOURAGE, ELIMINATE  DO NOT.  (taken from an email to a friend of mine, who felt I should Post it)

In view of the fact that the United States of Monsanto(formerly the USA) have started a manhunt for Edward Snowden, how far will they cross the line to bring him back to the USM?  Will they offer a $million reward or more, for a Cuban, Icelandic, Ecuadorian CIA (now Central Intelligence of Monsanto chief executive Fluoride Chemtrail)  asset or poor person, or a Mafioso operative to 'bump him off', will they cross the line and take fighter jets to bring down the aircraft he is in killing all aboard, they did it with 9/11, so what are few more civilians to this murderous callous vindictive bunch of thugs and hooligans.  Mind you this is the same if it happened to any other power mad egomaniac countries. We live in a world where life is cheap. However, many are awakening.  I do not in any  way endorse thuggery, bombing, torture or weapons, I have always felt 'the pen is mightier than the sword'.
Now it seems the so called power mongers have caught onto this with media such as newspapers, they are in the control of the oppressors, a censored press.  However now they have realised the power of the word, written or spoken, the pen in symbolic form, they are after the bloggers, the writers and free broadcasters.  I THROW THIS CHALLENGE BACK TO THE ELITE 'IF YOU'VE NOTHING TO HIDE WHY CAST YOUR NET ON US'.

The supermoon was as much as 14% bigger and 30% brighter than other full Moons of 2013. "Perigee moon" is the scientific term for the phenomenon. Full Moons vary in size because of the oval shape of the Moon's orbit. The Moon follows an elliptical path around Earth with one side ("perigee") about 50,000 km closer than the other ("apogee"). Full Moons that occur on the perigee side of the Moon's orbit seem extra big and bright. On June 23rd, the Moon became full at 11:34 UT, only 23 minutes after perigee--a near-perfect coincidence.
SPECTACULAR PHOTOS OF THE SUPERMOON: Over the weekend, sky watchers around the world witnessed an unusually bright and beautiful full moon--a "supermoon." Elias Chasiotis photographed the swollen orb rising over the ancient Greek temple of Poseidon at Sounion, Greece:
Thank you Elias Chasiotis
Doctors are being told to stop prescribing codeine to under-12s after several children died while taking the painkiller.
The drug can affect children’s breathing even at a standard ‘safe’ dose.  Children who have had surgery on their tonsils or adenoids are at special risk.
The Medicines and Healthcare Products Regulatory Agency (MHRA) has issued an alert to all doctors, who have been told that it should be considered as a ‘last-resort’ painkiller only after paracetamol and ibuprofen have failed.
The alert follows reports to the European Medicines Agency of several deaths of children who were taking codeine.
The alert puts prescription codeine in line with the over-the-counter preparation, which already comes with a warning that it should not be given to young children.
(Source: The Times, 24th June 2013).
Financial crisis in USA
Well, president Obama said he will do everything transparently, Amnesty International sets out how it should be done. Apparently cancelling Mr Snowden;s passport whilst he seeks asylum is illegal, Obama Monsanto has broken the law already.  Now fancy that.