Tuesday, 17 November 2015

POST 242 THE IMPOSSIBLE DREAM

Greetings  The attacks in Paris have left so many in shock and wondering where next?  To all the citizens of France and in Paris I wish you strength and courage. To all world citizens I feel the answer to all this is many fold. For me it is in the pursuit of 'the impossible dream' and to clear out the addiction of brain washed beliefs that lie in the subterranean unconscious and takes us over by blind reasoning and impulse in whatever belief we have. May our hearts rule our heads and love rule our minds.  
Andy Williams  a popular singer some years back.  The Impossible Dream 3 mins.
The spiritual quest is a bit like this; we come into life, yes we know how we were conceived, we leave life and a few report they have experienced death and there is a beyond, and yet many are not sure and feel unsafe and fearful of the 'afterlife' if there is one at all.
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Just to note I am not advertising Vimeo it is merely to illustrate my blog. I feel the ego which to me is a set of programmes enforced and impacted by culture, programmes, conditioning, life's experiences, brain washed and narrow, although some of us think we are expansive and all knowing in a kind of conceited academia in an ego populace enclave. 
I feel at base we know the ego is a rabbit pulled out of the magician's hat, we know at least some of us that the box has a ratchet or camshaft, the magician moves the Rabbit and it pops up in the hat. The problem becomes when we do not know the trick is false and we become disillusioned.
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I had a colleague at Forensics who did magic tricks as a hobby and he had such a table as I described, it then progressed to the trick without the table and so on.
I feel somehow deep within, before the real programming starts we pick up impressions from our Mothers in the womb, I have given articles on this in back blogs and we are not able to fathom those feelings out, they are simple, like and pleasure, fear and unsafe. We then are born into the world Earth environment and our parents or foster home begin the programming.
Some of us know from an early age this is not who we really are and many a child speaks about God, Angels, Fairy's and perhaps we laugh and say something like' oh that's nice' and dismiss it, some still have the dream  it is still there a luminous world of beauty and joy and then to be brought to a concrete and hard world.  This is what happened to me with my NDE and my time in the womb and birth.
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 http://www.real-personal-growth.com/res_fixing/graham_farrant/graham_farrant_interview.htm
Other great names in this field and pioneers and well worth researching are Bardo Thodal(Tibetan Book of the Dead) by Evans -Wentz, Dr Richard Moody ' Life After Death', Dr Helen Wombach 'Life Between Life' and many more also see my blog 241.
Then comes the drama, many of us feel we have been overlaid, like carpet on the floor, and we know that out programming is 'not who we truly are', we feel part of nature and yet we, or some of us are alien to it because we live in cities, war, raping the planet, and for me every time a tree is cut down, or a gaping naked barbaric mining hole is seen, a scar on the beautiful skin of Earth, harsh chemicals to our soil, I feel a cry inside of me.  
I long to get back to my roots and yet it seems at times ' the impossible dream'. 
Courtesy www.oilpaintings .com    The mythical and mystical Stairway to paradise
There is a song by George Gershwin  ' I'll build a stairway to Paradise' ---and a new step everyday'. I use to do an impression of a French singer Charles Azenvoir and put my own words in it at some workshops---I used to do impressions in many of my workshops, many thought it gave the feel of the point I was illustrating, be that as it may, I feel when we begin to see through the illusion and gradually dismantle the programmes, some do it quickly, some in one swipe after many years of illusion and despair, such as Eckhart Tolle, I seem to be in the slow lane, however, I am climbing the stairway step by step and sometimes having to go down one. I am not sure of paradise though.
I have realised that although I get a peaceful interlude, I get a rebound and more 'stuff' comes up, however the turn around is faster now.
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People or things that have been rejected and are regarded as worthless:the room was cleared of boxes and other flotsam and jetsam.
Flotsam and Jetsam are sea faring terms for washed up debris from a ship wreck, I sometimes feel that my programmes are coming to the surface, they haunt and taunt me, then I find the me is not real and the debris floats like garbage in the sea and is washed ashore for me to clear it and see it for what it is. Usually they are fears which I take for reality and have been with me so long, like the magicians trick, I have been exposed to for a long time, that I believe them to be real and have taken them in,in a deep way, buried them in the deep ocean of the unconscious and the 'trick' is real, it is concreted and although I am beginning to see through it, it clings like plastic cling wrapper paper and although I shake it loose, it tenaciously hangs perilously close on my hand close to the waste bin.  Like trying to get out of tight trousers while hopping about.
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So when we ask where is God, the big bang, a spontaneous accident, many of us come up with a scientific answer of an intellectual pacifier, or just chill out switch off and on the TV or go to the pub /club.  I can understand that. 
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So with all the turmoil of the world wars at present, the horror of atrocities, the plight of peoples being homeless, austerity measures, poisoned food and all that was 'normal' the graphics in the media so digitalised, the world seems to be disintegrating, quantum stuff, nothing is real, so we are being led to the conclusion or at least I am, I am not real either, I am as set of ideas twirling around a nucleus, like electrons around atoms, planets around the sun, ever repeating cycles of Geoff and this dot in the middle surveying his unreal world and believing it real. 
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Because I have limited programmes, programmes from the past, no matter how hard I mix them up, study, research, meditate, contemplate, I come to one conclusion, IF I am a set of programmes and not real in the long term and now in short term what is?  I feel in the space between the programmes and beauty and peace which is assaulted by the agendas that want back in, they do not like empty space, simply because they do not exist NOR do I.
So the impossible dream is shattered, because any dream is unreal and the waking up to a reality far beyond though and solidarity is not possible. For there is nothing solid ' quote form an unknown writer "ingrained and controlled cultural perceptions have led the way to a concrete view of the material world, rather than the more accurate vista that depicts an enormous energy field composed of tiny particles in motion".
So who am I? Certainly no belief or programme. What am I without programmes and agendas?  This is a frightening thought to the ego. What if there is no answer to who created God or the Big Bang, where does my mind exist then.  Nothing is solid, I have no base, foundation or raison d'etre.( The most important reason or purpose for someone or something’s existence:)
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So we arrive at the world situation which faces many individuals, that many old patterns are not working, politics, antibiotics, war, politics, religion environmental issues and so forth, yet we / us, me,  hold on vainly hoping that change can come out of this chaos. We have to be brave, courageous, bold not in the physical aggression and stubborn obdurate will power, but an inner strength to realise we are at an impasse and a block world wide and many of us psychologically, mentally, intellectually tired, worn out, nowhere to turn for an answer.  There is only one solution for me, to drop it all, watch the madness in the world in myself as I vainly realise I DO NOT KNOW F--K ALL, and let slide into the unknown.
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That's how it can feel a dark ominous cloud hovering menacingly in the backdrop of the mind, within it the menacing monster, the ego's lair and to walk through the agendas, programmes, beliefs of aeons gone by the encrusted rusted, ingrained impacted beliefs that worked long ago in a separate countries now thrown together as we mirror through the media the moment by moment world stuff and we are left to wonder who will save us?  More bombs, more loss of human rights, more frightened people, more red rives of blood. Maybe God is lost in Its own creation, fed up with cycles of stars, more stars, more planets, maybe the next step for God and us is to jump into the 'gap' the unknown and then leap into a new existence. This means God and Us, or maybe a collective shift will bring a new era. Maybe God has gone on ahead and prepared a place for us------THE question is are we / us / I willing to let go and trust in the unknown, never really being sure of anything? Yet strangely doing this feels real good -------for me it is bits at a time as I slide down the slippery slope and as I gather momentum(with the assistance of the new prayerful Cosmic Energies giving me a kick up the proverbial) I will have to let go of all hand holds on the way----you might ask what is the way? That's the unworkable koan and paradox.
People are often confused by the lack of autism in the Amish people. The Amish do not experience autism, or most of the other learning disabilities that plague our technological society. They live in a society that consists of outdated technologies and ideals, at least by contemporary standards.
Their diet consists of eating organic, fresh, locally-grown produce, and of course, they do not follow the established vaccination routines. To the dismay of the mainstream media and the medical establishment, this has resulted in a healthier people, who are void of all of our chronic diseases. Heart disease, cancer, and diabetes are virtually non-existent in Amish villages.
Equally non-existent are our modern, chemically-engineered medicines, enhanced (chemically engineered) foods, G.M.O. (genetically engineered) foods, and of course, vaccines. How is it that those who are without the so-called “miracles” of modern orthodox medicine are healthier? The truth about health, medicine, and how they both relate to the Amish has become an embarrassment to some rather powerful people.
There have been 3 (yes three) verified cases of autism in the Amish, and two of those children were vaccinated. No information is available for the third child, who was likely vaccinated himself. The strong correlation between vaccinations and autism is becoming undeniable, unless you work for the medical establishment (pharmaceutical company), the government, or the Advertising companies called Mainstream Media.
Proponents of the status quo actually claim that the Amish must have a super gene that makes them immune to autism. They rationalize that autism must be some type of genetic failure, which attacks brains based on religious affiliations. It is truly the best of F.D.A. and A.M.A. science in all its shining glory. Vaccine proponents are willing to espouse any ridiculous explanation, so long as they do not have to accept that their industry is causing chronic disease. Due to all their help, children in the United States have a stunning 2% chance of developing autism, and that percentage is growing rapidly.

Government Harassment

The Amish are constantly harassed by health officials, who attempt to convince them to vaccinate their children. Whilst most Amish still refuse to vaccinate their children, a small minority are beginning to succumb to the scare tactics. This continues despite the fact that health officials actually have no legal right to visit peoples’ homes and harass them into accepting ‘medications’. As more of the Amish vaccinate, the autism rates in their community will rise. Fortunately, the majority of the Amish still contend that vaccinations are against God’s will, which interestingly enough, does indeed seem to be bringing about many health blessings.
Many of the viruses which children are vaccinated against are no longer circulating. However, fear tactics by the media have led frightened parents to vaccinate their children against these viruses anyway. One of those viruses is polio. Dr. Sherri Tenpenny reported that the most recent case seen in the Western Hemisphere was in Peru, in 1991. The World Health Organization (W.H.O.) declared the Western hemisphere free of Polio in 1994. Such inconvenient figures are not cited by the mainstream media, doctors, or the American Medical Association.
On October 14, 2005, the media swung into hysteria after the vaccine-strain of the polio virus was found in the stools of four Amish children. The media initially declined to mention that it was the chemically-inactivated version, which is only found inside the orally-given vaccine. This means that the source for the out-break was the vaccine itself. The situation was sensationally exploited to terrorize parents who had been avoiding vaccines.
The horrors of polio were greatly exaggerated by the allopathic establishment’s across-the-board removal of tonsils, which is the only organ that produces polio antibodies. Around the same time, the newly-created F.D.A. began suppressing the use of silver in medicines, which was the only safely-digestable substance that was known to kill viruses (like polio). Finally, ‘the solution’ that industry desired, namely a vaccine, was released at the time that the epidemic was naturally ending, so that the industry’s vaccine could be given credit. All of this was orchestrated to manipulate the masses into buying into vaccines, radiation, and chemistry for health.
“During the polio epidemics, it was found that people who had their tonsils removed were 3 – 5 times more likely to develop paralysis… There were many at that time that suggested that polio was an iatrogenic disease [caused by the medical establishment] … we caused thousands of cases of paralysis. We did not cause the polio, but we converted people who would have recovered from a viral illness into people with a paralytic illness.” – Dr. Mark Donohoe
With vaccinations, we convert people who may have had natural immune-strengthening infections like the flu, or chickenpox into people who have life-changing disorders like autism. None of the Amish children who had polio in their stools experienced paralysis, or any other horrific symptoms. That fortunate conclusion to their infections is likely the result of them lacking the ‘miracles’ of allopathic medicine. (COURTESY HEALTH FREEDOM ALLIANCE)
Courtesy NASA.
One year Mission
http://www.nasa.gov/1ym
Telepathic Child Genius tested by scientist. 6 mins
Let us hope that the next generations will breed telepaths and so the mind is more able to be 'seen' and perhaps more transparent.  Certainly in my '1967 writings' I have mentioned this and the other 'gifts' that await us. First we have to clear out the malice, animosity and addictions to greed, acquisition, power and then  womb and child empowerment to Mothers and their well being. 
Lots of Love. Be Well.  Geoff

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